Eulogy to Uncle Zac
by Peter Ndumbe
Mondinde called me on the morning of Wednesday the 28th of May to announce the death of Uncle Zac. I could sense that he could not hold back his tears, and I therefore made no effort to ask about the circumstances surrounding Uncle Zac’s demise. I knew enough to not bother anyone any further because the day before, I had been in touch with Sister Limunga and Mondinde concerning his management.
I believe that there is no cure for death but the loss of one with whom you bonded on any and every topic, who respected and loved you, who shared some of his most intimate concerns with you, must of necessity fill you with grief, consternation, anger and despair. This, I confess, is how I felt. Did Uncle Zac have to die? And if yes, should those have been his circumstances?
I met Uncle Zac in Yaounde, through the auspices of my good friends and sisters, Rosa and Ngowo. Although a university don, he was the simplest of men, easy going, welcoming and easy to please. He was adored by Rosa and I followed suit! Uncle Zac was friends to those who mattered in both the academic and non-academic worlds and I sought to know his secret.
He was a very loving father to Christie and Embelle and extended this love to Maloke and Etona who were under their charge. When I visited them, I usually spoke with Sister Limunga but was equally happy to speak with Uncle Zac when the opportunity arose. His simplicity was even more remarkable when I joined the faculty at CUSS. He was generous in his praises to me and although revered by his students, gave me the impression that I was worth something. This was culminated by him giving me the honour to proof read one of his books. What humility!
Uncle Zac usually made me blush whenever we met, as he was wont to say, “Dr Ndumbe, I like your work and your style. Please keep it up”. He knew my joys and my difficulties and even when belated, always encouraged and comforted me.
We met in early January 2010 and about six weeks later he called me to inform me that he was not feeling well and needed to talk to me. I gave him the advice I could and expressed the desire to meet with him. Unfortunately, circumstances did not permit this to happen, largely due to my own ill-health which ensued along the way.
As I reflect on Uncle Zac’s life, I look inward to note that I am weak in faith and prone to fall. However, my feebleness is the reason why I should always be where the Lord feeds his flock, that I may be strengthened, and preserved in safety beside the still waters. Why should I turn aside? There is no reason why I should, but there are a thousand reasons why I should not, for Jesus beckons me to come. Indeed, “In the multitude of my thoughts within me, thy comforts delight my soul” Ps 94, v 19.
Uncle Zac has gone to meet the Lord. We could not have cheered him, but the Lord has done it, “He is the God of all comfort”. There is no balm in Gilead, but there is balm in God. As for us, we must also go to “God who comforts all those who are cast down” II Cor 7, v6 for only he can truly comfort us.
Uncle Zac, go in peace!